March 2, 1943 - Having Some Doubts


Tuesday Evening

Dear Mom + Dad,

               Another day dawns to a close and I’m sitting down again to write you.  Today was a cold dreary day with snow in the air and some of the came down.  We are flying mornings this week and we have managed to fly today before the real bad weather sets in.  It was sure cold up there in those open planes but they manage to bundle us up very well.  You should see our flying suits.  They are leather and line with sheepskin and are complete from boots (lined) right up to helmets + includes lined pants and jacket.  They are really warm and you look like an eskimo bundled up in them.

               Things in flying aren’t going the way I would like them.  For some reason it doesn’t seem to be coming the way I’d want it to.  If things don’t pick up soon I’ll find myself going back to the army again.  I’m not kidding and I want you to know how I’m doing.  Goodness knows I’m doing all I can it just seems I’m not catching on fast enough.  Perhaps I’m being a little optimistic about it but that’s how I feel about by progress right now.  I’ve really had no word from my instructor but I can feel it.  It’s not that I can’t fly it that I may need a little more time that the army wants to allot me.  Don’t feel bad about it as I don’t as I’ve had no indications of washing out, this is just my idea on my progress.  Lets forget it now and hope that the future will change my viewpoint.

               We got paid today for the month of February.  I received $65.72 clear and I’m carting around over a $100 in my pocket.  If I can get around to it I may send some home.  However, the future is so uncertain that I may keep it in case anything should happen.  It seems that I’ve had more money than I can spend lately.  It seems now when I get down to $30 that I’m almost broke.  It’s just that I don’t get a chance to spend it.  Yes I do get off now and then but even then I don’t spend much.

               I’ve been waiting to hear from you the last few days and I guess you forgot my usual Thursday letter.  By the way did you notify Readers Digest for my change of address?  I’ve noticed the new one is out and I haven’t received my copy as yet.

               Well that’s the story for tonight.  Keep those fingers crossed for me.

                
              
All my love
Bobby

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